At the risk of sounding overly theatrical, there are certain human moments and sensations that I think we specifically wanted to experience when we were making our decision to come to earth. The feeling of a baby lying on my chest, feeling her uneven, warm breath against my neck, with her body curled against the shape of mine was one I think I specifically wanted to experience. This has to be the most calming and delicious feeling in the world. After her feeds, she loves to curl up against me and fall asleep like this. This is true bonding, as a momma's heart literally feels like it's melting.